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please introduce yerrseLf.. -_-" confused, ironic huh.. =p

2008-03-30T07:55:00.000-07:00

Wherever I go, the city is full of LIES.

I learned that a CENTURY ago. -_-"

Nowadays, anyone can kick a can or do whatever they want.

Love is not just a tool to make others feel better.

No good, such a good-for-nothing... -_-*

What in the world are you doing?

It's not luck, it's not fortune.

I want to see more of your skill.

No good, women don't feel anything...

...for men like that anymore. -_-*

Become a man who would make me dizzy no matter what year it is.

People all get hurt, and they mature, right?

even if they fall, they get up again...

and if that doesn't work, that will be when...

...I'll hold you tight, so it will be all right.

Next time, show me clearly just how strong you are.

No good, women don't fall in love..

...with men like that anymore. -_-*

just somebody who's loyal & understanding as her one & only.

a match for her own will.

with respect & honesty... =)

mee olweiz hurr foe hoo yew mei bee ^_^

2008-03-30T05:53:00.000-07:00

As many as the tears that drop...

...and as many that flow without stopping...

there really isn't anything so hopeless.

it's always endless, my love...

baby, that's right...

...it's enough to melt your body away.

leave it to your passionate instincts.

let's overcome anything and everything.

each time I touch you I get closer to you.

I sense your feelings and I become fulfilled.

I double check with my heart just before it begins to race.

I embrace you tightly...

Indeed I do.

mY hEarT...

2008-03-24T21:57:00.000-07:00

Even if I love you so much that I shatter myself...

..not even a third of it gets across to you.

These innocent emotions run around in circles...

It can't even say I love you...

My heart...

A long, sleepless night whispers my feelings for you...

...that is indeed what love means.

The wavering pulse that speaks to me endlessly...

...turns into a sigh with a slight fever.

Give me a smile and shine days...

...with your smile.

It's good I can overcome the cold nights that would freeze me.

Your smile is so bright it quenches parched skin...

...just like the mid-summer days..

Don't finish it in a rush.

I will get passed any hurdle, no matter how difficult or complicated it may seem.

timeworn flame

2008-03-15T18:19:00.000-07:00

Unfair is when I had given my best
but still got left behind.

Unfair is when I had been true to him
but all I got were lies & false promises.

Unfair is when I chose him over everybody else
but he chose another over me.

Unfair is when I never asked him to stay
but he promise he would yet later on walk away.

Unfair is when he had moved on
but I was left stranded.

Unfair is when someone comes again
but my heart is too afraid of getting hurt again...

('o')MinstrEL

2008-03-05T04:55:00.000-08:00

You've risen above the clouds
My voice kept you alive
You've spread your wings and flown
You've returned for me again, your priestess

You've kept all that you've gained
My smile and how my eyes shone
Are you strong enough to be with me again?
If you're not, you'll stretch your arms to hold me.

You're ready, i'll hold you tight once more
And slowly, we'll pick up the pieces we lost

The battles you fought
Unruly but won gloriously
You're my ('o')MinstrEL,
You've gained so much
But still you need me here.

wiSh co lng...hahaha (")(^_^)(")

Ang "S" na "T" ni cuya Greg...wahahahaha

2008-01-21T03:00:00.001-08:00

DEYM!!!
Guess wutt??
....etto LATE nnman aco this day...hahays
ayoco n malate.../sob
d naco mllate bukas.... SWEAR!!!
...well anyways...
boring kc eh...hehe wlng mgwa...
well, ang mssb co lng is that, maikLi 2ng arw na 2...
&& aun, msaya...^_~

Scene 1:
7:00am(such a haste)
deym nman kc, ang aga2 ng klase co.
so un, got my back up, jumped off to have a cool 30min bath.
haha..
didn't have time for breakfast..
well it's ok, my class is from 8-9 only.
imagine???
i went off from home at 8:10 & arrived at school at 8:30.

Scene2:
urgh, there's only 30mins left for me to finish my Stanford University lecture!
/sigh
unluckily, i found myself standing inside our lab, waiting for my instructor to find me a slot.
dhil sa sobrang late co, wla n co pc...hahaha
*whew*
at last, ngkron dn, pero bdtrip, cuz it's not functioning properly.../sigh
i only finished a part of the lecture...& to think i still have to finish 13 lectures!!!

Scene3:
waw, i only spent 15 serious minutes at school today.
thinking about those 15 cute minutes made me hungry..lolx
so i hurried & grabbed my friend Sheryl wit me... ^_~
i asked her to eat wit me, my treat!!lolx
pero unfortunately, d rw xa ngu2tom...hays
i dont want to eat sna cuz it's embarrasing, aco lng ung kkain..
too bad im too hungry & bwal dw kc mgplipas ng gutom eh...hehe
mei mgglit...lolx
well anyways, after having that delightful course, she bid me goodbye..haha
pnanuod lan acong kumain...haha

Scene4:
Sheryl left me wit Marvin...
kc nga wla co ksama eh..hehe
so aun, we killed our time in front of gf2(comp shop)...
i think we lost uhmm, about 20mins or so till cuya greg came...weeee
at un, umlis n rin c marvin...lolx
now, i can say this is just the beginning of my rune-midgard day...wahahaha
too bad, ncurse c cuya greg at hndi umeepecto sknya ung blessing co...haha
so un, dumtng c cuya em, ung acolyte nmin...
we named every human that passed by...
hay naco, kbaliwan nmin..ahaha

nursing: lunatics
high heeled cuteness: zealotus
oomph ladies: isis
mga nkabrown n nkaupo: pupa
blacks: deviling
pinks/greens/off-whites: poring family
wit bikes: knights
wit motorcycles: LKs
tricycles: crusaders
side street vendors: merchants
juice vendors: alchemists
canteens: npcs
gf2: pvp inn
auto load max here(deymm): cash_sellers
mall: armor/accessory/weapon dealers
overpass/gates: portal!!
ok tama na...haha

going back...
hmmm, we considered every homo sapien coming about us, the aggresives!!haha
nttwa pa co nung ni lex divina co c cuya greg in the mid of a conversation wit us,
d xa nkgpsalita!!haha
2mwa c cuya em, think umepecto...haha
npaicp aco nun, waw gumana!!!weeee so i cured him agd...heh
weee, at dhil sa psimuno nnman aco, we played lex divina nlng...haha
at nkk2wang icpn dhil gumgana tlga xa...hehe
pno b nman...
"LEX DIVINA" -mlkas n pgkkbigkas sbay hands sa hrap ng face mo..haha
xempre mgu2lat ca dba...hehe
so un...bsta msaya..hehe
tpos dumtng na cna mai2 ung isa png HP, c byaw ung rouge, at c cuya nodacrunch(naligaw sa rune midgard, gling ng RF)wahaha
weee, tripness overload....

Scene5:
nagchange char n cla, pvp cami..haha
this time, we're on our way from pront church(scul) to izlude(mall)
lag c cuya greg sa portal(overpass) cursed kc eh...haha
wawa nman...
so un, pumunta cami sa pet groomer(pet kiosk) at may nkta caming desert wolf(german shephie)..haha
pti mga peco2(lovebirds mini version..lolx)
so un, aftr co nkpag usap dun sa vet, we thought of going na
before cami mbaliw...haha
end na ng rune midgard scenes....wahaha

Scene6:
lastly...
thnx po kna cuya alison, cuya greg, cuya em, at cuya erik... (")(^_^)(")
aus!!
pg dtng co sa haus, 2log agd ng 1:30pm..at gumicng aco ng 6:30...pm
haha...
cgesh, magme2ditate naco...wahaha

xa nga pla...

children: MUKAs!!!wahaha

...just ruminating... =)

2007-12-20T22:23:00.002-08:00

...I didn't explain myself to him...
...probably 'cause he likes me...
...'coz if he doesn't, he surely will not believe me...

...i'm not looking for anyone...
...but I think i've been found...
...I can't deny it any longer...
...but I can feel that i'm just waiting...

...i'm somewhat confused...
...indeed I am...
...but this somebody...
...he's making me feel enlightened...

...there'd always be change though...
...we can't say anything that will happen...
...this feeling...
...it's a choice...
...indeed it is...

...but how come...
...this person is stuck on my mind...
...it's been a long time...
...will I give it a try?...

...life is undoubtedly difficult...
...everyday tasks become tiring...
...but in case we try to give up...
...why not find somebody to cheer us up along the way?...

...sweetness...
...cute stuffs...
...shown effort...
...are only some of my weakness...
...but as long as we get along, there's no need for anything...

...in the past...
...i learned that, the person you love the most...
...has the best capacity to make you the happiest person...
...& may give you the worst heartache you can ever imagine...

...happiness...
...understanding each other...
...love...
...honesty...
...are a few keys to any ecstatic relationships...

...finding someone better after another...
...is not a good practice...
...doing this will only break your reputation...
...for you'll not notice, you already dragged yourself...
...way down...
...sticking to only one person & improving oneself will do...

...cheating on someone...
...who showed you what love means is no good...
...you'll never know...
...if you lose that someone, that you'll only realize...
...you lost somebody you'll never have again...

/swt
mxado keong serious
lolx
maintainance ksi!!
grrrr
torture mxado
/swt

Ang Alamat ng Poring Isle ^___^

2007-12-16T23:56:00.000-08:00

One day, as I was raising my level under the basking heatness of the Prontera sun,

I met a wizard and asked me to give him a boost.
As we were walking our way to the poporings,
both of us got disconnected.

and....

*Impositio Manus*
*Suffragium*
*Kyrie Eleison*
*Gloria*
*Increase Agility*
*Blessing*

---=!!!!=---
sbay Lex Aeterna sa Poporing.
waw, nkkablib..
wla ng tnong tnong, as i appeared on the screen,
he gave me buffs w/o any hesitations.
(smntlng ung iba snob..lolx)
thnx 'fadre forest for the warm wc.

...then...
aun
friendster mode...lolx(d n dumtng ung wiz eh)

wla nmng ngsbng magmeet kmi,
pero im very thankful ^_^

well anyways, it's not his character.
his name?
Rommel
He's a Super Archer & now a guild member of....
my family... "PIRATA"

at un, dhil sa PI, nkhnp nnman aco
ng isng totoong kaibigan..
hahaha
xa nga pla
B>GILLS1kea,WOV2kea,METALLER CARD 300k
weeee/heh

Unforeseen Change of Disposition

2007-12-15T21:55:00.000-08:00

With a lighter step as I walk,
Where I pass through for now,
A thunderclap like a lion's growl...
It's urging me to retreat...
What's going to happen?
Yes...
Soon it will rain.
I really hate the rain,
I want to stay here a bit more,
The moment when ecstasy turns into farewells...
The lion urged it on, it's obvious...
No, it's troublesome!
It's gonna rain!
Is the rain now going to destroy my alibi?
Is he going to forget now?
Is this really the end for the two of us?
I'll just blame everything on the rain.
It's gonna rain!
It's gonna rain!

^_~ inspired

2007-12-12T19:46:00.001-08:00

I held onto you, with my ears pressed against your back..
The body is like a border which gets in the way...
...But it feels like it's leaving for another place.
This feeling will tear me up if I stay quiet.
Even though the world is only 3 meters across, I want to be pressed against you.
We'll take turns pedaling, and pass by the drooping sunflowers.
We'll keep breathing in the wind.
Yeah, we can almost fly.
I felt your body heat for the first time, and I want to be stronger than anyone else.
A warm rhythm, and two hearts fuse together.
Lips to lips, eyes to eyes, and hand to hand...
God doesn't forbid anything.
I love you, I love you, I love you!
I haven't had enough yet, adults just don't understand.
So painful, so lonesome, if I don't show you how I feel, I'll burst.
I'll be waiting, turned the other way.
Take your indecisive hand from your pocket and touch my cheek.
Enchant the power to love, so that the sun never sets.